I have decided to withdraw myself, from you and from spreading myself too thinly. I have decided to show the world that I can be strong when I am alone. It hurt so much to walk away from someone you need but in the end it’s for the best. It is better to act jaded rather than take advantage of the situation just because the short term end justifies the means. But in the long run the brunt of the hurts it will cause can damage both your heart and soul. So swim before you sink and gasp for air. The air of reality, suck it in and let the oxygen flow into your deprived lungs. I was always meant to be alone.